each time i suit up
each one that i clear
it changes my face
but no outcome is near
all these weapons of hate
are drag
gin
gm
ei
n
into the cauldren of justified sin
when theres no one to blame
ive come to find out
everything around me
is turning me black-
courses inside me-
wants my insides out
if i had the strength once
its buried behind
under a carpet
of ied mines_
the tell-tale look of the eyes
i approach
silently call out that this
is no hoax
but im on detail
of setting things right
cant stop the Current~
try as i might
this war has left me
a carrier
of hatred:
in this bag the disease
gathering courage
i shut off my pain
though knowledge and love thoughts
run through my head
it just takes a second
imaysoonbedead..
ive wondered aloud
if we re the cause
if it was we who invited
us into their jaws
And when i cant fix it
& dont have the keys
i could shuder + shake
+ fall down to my knees
i start to feel
that someones to blame
and someones to answer
for all of this pain
and i guess this time...
it will be me
