a level playing field doesn't make me handicapped

 dont fix me.
 im not a project. im not a ghetto im not asyntax
 im not a sentence
 im not a noun im not a thing i m not clay
 im coming to realize all life has a pattern
 of worry and healthy demise
 its really quite beautiful if youd give it time. there are things about it that give me a shine
 d d dont belive me now, (I'm) fine
 but i'll feel the same tomorrow.